“Every time we make the decision to love someone, we open ourselves to great suffering, because those we most love cause us not only great joy but also great pain.” ― Henri J.M. Nouwen
Wednesday, 13 November 2013
Balcony Gardening in Penang
Latest craze to hit my stubborn head is balcony gardening. Why do gardening at the balcony?
Well, cos I want to and I’m stubborn to prove that it’s indeed possible to plant plants at the condo balcony :-P
Call me crazy but I am in this mode to grow edible plants which I pursue with vigour unseen since my dwarf shrimp rearing days.. but that is another story altogether (I shall pen it one of these days).
To me, gardening is really rewarding as it gives you the “zen-like feeling” after you’ve toiled the soil and watch them grow. I’m not joking.
The satisfaction compounded many-fold when you’re able to reap the produce after staring at it day-in day-out (yes, that’s what I do).
It is also due to the fact that I can’t get sufficient info from the www on balcony gardening, herbs in tropical climates, insecticidal soap, edible plants in tropics and etc that prompted me to delve deeper into this hobby and present them from Malaysian (tropical weather) point of view.
My agenda will be as follow:
1. List out plants – DONE
2. Homebrewed miticide/insecticide concoction (I don’t exactly brewed the concoction, I just mixed them up like a certified club mixer :-P)
3. Bugs and how I kill them (or rather they defeated me)
4. Support/stakes, soil, fertiliser
5. Others
If you’ve read this far, thank you for your patience.
Perhaps I should start by listing out plants which I’ve grown (and discarded :-P) and plants which survived my evil experiments… nyek nyek nyek…
Growing (and still growing)
1. Spanish moss
2. Strawberries (I still have 4 healthy plants which I kept for experimental purpose)
3. Pencil pine
4. Sage – grown from seed
5. Rosemary
6. Sweet majoram – grown from seed
7. Baby carrot – grown from seed
8. Kaempferia galangal
9. Fernleaf dill
10. Coriander – grown from seed
11. Italian parsley
12. Chives
13. Indian borage
14. Peppermint
15. Spearmint
16. Aloe vera
17. Sweet basil
18. Oregano
19. Thyme
20. Cape gooseberries – grown from seed
21. Thai chili
22. Kaffir lime
23. Wild betel leaves
24. Cherry tomatoes – grown from seed
25. Tangerine lime hybrid
26. Staurogyne repens – it is actually an aquatic plant
27. Calamansi lime
28. Pandan (screwpine leaves) – from a reputable stock J
29. Nepenthes (monkey cup)
30. Gypsophila (Garden Bride) flower – grown from seed
Trying to grow
1. Broccoli – from seed
2. Cosmos bipinnatus flower – from seed
Grown (and discarded)
1. Buddhist yew – discarded due to mealybug infestation
2. Pandan (also known as screwpine leaves) – discarded due to mealybug infestation
3. Strawberries – discarded due to red spidermite infestation
4. Roselle plant – discarded due to mealybug and soil nematodes infestation
5. Grape plant – discarded due to spidermite infestation
Died (it simply died; most likely due to heat shock)
1. Chervil
2. Applemint
Thursday, 26 September 2013
Short stories (draft)
The aircon hummed in low decibel, constant and unnoticeable by the throng of people rushing to and fro the whole walkway. He tried to concentrate on the clean and sterile looking floor, devoid of spots.
With trepidation I waited for the news and strange as it may seem (or cruel), I heaved a sigh of relieve that the “chosen” one is not me.
I know it is dog-eat-dog world but to see 3 longer serving person getting axed while I remain gave me the sense of non-enjoyable happiness.
I’m feeling weird now… blur and weird.. and I’m shivering (not due to the cold).
The hustle and bustle in the cabin interrupted his thoughts. Upping the volume of his mp3 player, he sunk deeper into his seat, cradling the book he reads closer to his chest as he pondered on the hours earlier when he stepped on the flight with light footed steps.
As the songs directory shuffled itself automatically, he heard a familiar tune. A tune which grabbed his attention the moment his ears heard it. It brought him a momentary sense of tranquility despite the din, his book is all but forgotten.
Smile appeared on his weary face as he shifted his thoughts on the welcoming sight of his loved ones back home. It never fail to bring tears to his eyes whenever such thoughts crossed his mind. He, a man considered to be the pillar of strength brought down and mellowed with such emotional effect?
Closing his eyes, patiently he waits, and he played the song repeatedly. Thoughts firmly on the smiling face with that pretty eyes of hers. Sleep overcame him with ease despite the uncomfortable surroundings.
Suddenly he is jolted from his slumber with the bump on the plane landing and patiently he waited until it came to a screeching halt.
Wednesday, 17 July 2013
In caram memoriam...
Friday, 28 June 2013
The Last Touch
Thursday, 16 May 2013
The Star newspaper - Open letter - Reply to your article: What next for Chinese parties?
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
The Longest Chat
What did we chat about? Hmmm... we chatted about everything but nothing. How's my work he would ask. I would say it's as apolitical and yet it is highly political. No point making others worry about you particularly the one you love the most.
How about politics? Will ruling or opposition win this time? There are rumours swirling around but none is certain. Perhaps we can see to it together when the time comes. Perhaps perhaps. It would be great don't you think? We can then vote together.
Oh! Do you still remember the Romance of the Three Kingdoms? You enthralled me with layers upon layers of those historical tales. I still remember hearing those stories as you fed me years ago. My mouth went "O" as you kept me on the cliff-hanger and will continue only when I dutifully swallowed my food.
I spoke to you as I kept running my fingers through your sparse, grey hair. Emotions chocked and brimming at the seams. Do you know that I love you so very much? How can a man tell that to another man without shame; oh, that shame of man-love. Or should I put that as egoistic feel of not confiding when the time is ripe and now?
Look at the time, its almost 6am. Can you believe that we've chatted for more than 7 hours now? Go to rest now papa. Do you want to have anything to drink or eat before you sleep? Don't worry papa, Chinese New Year is nothing without you. Just rest and don't worry about anything else ok?
I covered him carefully and tapped him to sleep.
Sitting uncomfortably at his side, never once complaining because this is the longest chat ever. As the antiseptic smelling, sterile looking room quietened down, I kept my vigil. I kept hoping against hope that there will be more such days to come. But alas, fate dealt a different hand. Never before, and never ever again will I have the chance to have such long heartfelt talk again. Chinese New Year will never feel the same.
Tuesday, 22 January 2013
Life of Pi by Yann Martel
What can a person do to keep himself sane in an era when the most interactive thing that a mobile phone can do is to play moving snakes on dot matrix screen the size of my thumb? READING of course :-)
So, I digged (btw, why is digged shown as error in the auto spell check?) deep into my backpack and rummaged around for something resembling alphabets, formed into legible sentences, linked into paragraphs and bounded into something called book.
Lo and behold, I found a book entitled “Life of Pi by Yann Martel” and I smiled with that triumphant crazy smile (I’ll tell the reason later.. if I can still remember what I wrote up here).
PS#1: Just to note that I haven’t watched the movie adaptation of this book as I have phobia whenever some smart Alec producer wakes up and say.. “we should make this book into a movie”.
So, without further ado, let me recap what I remember about this book.
It’s about a boy named Piscine Molitor "Pi" Patel from Pondicherry who grew up amidst the zoo-owning family.
I can’t remember the exact sequence of the book but all I remember is that I laughed LIKE MAD (gathering stares from other air travelers and hot steward/stewardess) when he tried to teach his school mates to pronounce his name correctly.
One fine day, his family had some run-ins with the local law, sold off the animals and embark on a one way trip to Canada.
During this trip, disaster struck, the ship sank with everything and everyone (including Pi’s family) except a hyena, zebra, orangutan and a tiger; which hid itself under the tarpaulin; beats me why that tiger is smarter than the hyena or orangutan. :-P
Drifting in open sea, the hyena goes crazy (what else can a hyena on a boat do right?), kills the zebra, gets bored, then kills the orangutan but surprisingly didn’t kill Pi.
Then the tiger came out from the tarpaulin and roared/said, “HYENA!! Enough of this stupid carnage or I’ll kill you!!”; and then killed the hyena nonetheless but spare Pi… AGAIN… ok, I made this whole sequence up :-P
Then tiger and Pi drifted together where they stumbled upon floating carnivorous algae island and escaped and then drifted again until the boat washed up at the coast of Mexico where the tiger jumped out of the ship and away from Pi.
I wouldn’t want to bore the readers to death but I laughed like crazy when I read the interview part with the Japanese Ministry of Transport official…. this time on the flight :-P, so imagine the horror of the fellow air travelers thinking that they’re sitting with a confirmed nutcase.
NOTE: I love the part when Pi stole all the sandwiches and stuffed it into his pocket as he spoke to the interviewers.
Anyway, that’s the book review “lah”… hope it’s not as dry as dry martinis, on the rock, shaken, not stirred. :-)
PS#2: No such phobia as book into movie adaptation :-S
Deep in thoughts (Education and such)
Below are my cheap 2 cents on these issues, which are directly linked to the very foundation of our education system; which in my opinion, presented itself as a systemic and holistic error (I wouldn’t go as far as ‘mistake” per se) instead of localized or process error.
1) Revamp the whole education system. Bring back internationally certified education system such as O and A-level certification and make English language the core must pass language.
2) Make sure that all universities (public or private) are in touch with reality when designing their course structure. They must be constantly updated with latest technology or knowledge in line with market demands.
3) Talent pool must be retained from within and not imported/lured from outside. Case in point; why should we train someone for 11 years only to see them conveniently “lured” by foreign scholarships due to biasness in the system? Meritocracy at best perhaps?
4) Impartiality from industries itself. Make every employer sign up for "equal employment opportunity" company. Not only in writing but in practice as well.
5) HR monitoring watchdog to ensure compliance to HR tenets of impartiality and non-partisan way of working to ensure that all employees and to certain extent, the employers are protected under the law; federal or local.
I wish I can list out more but it would be like a dog barking at Himalaya mountain range.
Not because of the potential snow avalanche but hermits, sages, old wise men/women and even Yeti might sue the barking dog for disturbing their peace in this politically correct world. :-P
Peace and out!